FALLING IN LOVE

 

This is falling in love…

 

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Dear Kieth,

 

I am missing you, please write.

 

Love,

 

Ashra

 

 

 

September 4, 2003

 

My Darling,

 

I have told you that I miss you 

 

My heart breaks a little more each day

 

we

miss

 

each other.

 

All I have is yours, my heart and my love

 

I can have no secrets from the woman

 

I adore.

 

 

 

 

All my love,

 

Kieth

 

 

 

 

September 4, 2003

 

 

Dear  Kieth,

 

You make me feel important, though I could not give you anything

 

Your tenderness melts me

 

Your words suffice me

 

Thank you for giving your heart to someone you do not even see

 

I can feel your kindness

 

My tears are flowing

 

Thank you

 

for being  nice

 

to me.

 

Love,

 

Ashra

 

 

 

My Dearest Ashra,

 

We keep missing each other.. . 

 

My heart breaks when I can’t find you.

 

My earnest dream would be to hold you in my arms when I sleep

 

And to wake with you.

 

The way I feel would make it impossible to hold you through the night

 

without wanting to love and adore you forever.

 

My heart and soul, as always,  are yours to command.

 

I love you,

 

Kieth

 

 

 

My Dearest Kieth,

 

 

For bearing with me and my crazy scribbles – my gratitude

 

Writing you set my words free

 

I wish I could mean more than my words.

 

Yes I do,

 

I treasure that love

 

I keep it with me to my grave.

 

Always,

 

Ashra

 

 

September 7, 2003

 

 

My Dearest Ashra,

 

My love, heart and soul are yours to do with what you will

 

We are not old enough to need love nor too young to waste it

 

I need to express how I feel for you because

 

I would surely regret

 

Never having told you

 

I am yours to love or discard, but my love

 

Is my gift to you for an eternity.

 

 

 

My Dearest Kieth,

 

Forever is a word seldom used, I could not imagine the great

 

love in

 

your heart.

 

Yes, when you are sad – think that sometime I came into your life and

 

GAVE

 

YOU ALL THE LOVE TO CHERISH FOREVER… I

 

Held you close with an embrace

 

And

 

Kissed you until dawn… never to let you go

 

I could die in your arms

 

Because

 

I love you.

 

Ashra

 

 

My Dearest Ashra,

 

Although forever is a word seldom used,

 

It would be fleeting compared

 

To how

 

Long I will cherish you

 

The love in my heart is for you and you alone

 

My only wish is to see your beautiful face

 

Before when I close my

 

Eyes to

 

Sleep and wake with you still next to me

 

To explore our love and passions would be

 

A dream

 

All my love,

 

Kieth

 

 

 

 

 

September 8, 2003

 

 

Kieth,

 

How can dreams come true?

 

How can it become real?

 

Then I give you my all, my heart and myself

 

Do as you wish in your dreams

 

I am yours

 

In the pigments of your imagination

 

I submit to you

 

With love in my heart

 

I will cross space and time with you.

 

Ashra

From Salem

 

Why did you dry up writing emails?

 

I am missing the affection you

 

Promised me.

 

 

Hi Kieth,

 

My love will break bounds

 

In the hope that sometime you and I will be together

 

Ashra

 

 

My Darling,

 

I am sad

 

That I could not hold you

 

I am sad

 

That I couldn’t  give you the

 

Warm touch of my affection,

Kieth

 

 

To Salem,

 

YOU come and you go

 

Leaving me memories

 

Unexplained

 

Yet I cherish

 

Every moment

 

When you remember me

 

If I could only make you mine

 

I long for you as sunlight is to a rose

 

And if I could I only take you

 

I would not hesitate to do it

 

Passionately,

 

Ashra

 

 

Kieth,

 

You make my dreams come true

 

Because

 

I could rest in your love.

 

 

September 8, 2003

 

Forgive me for intruding

 

Into your peaceful life

 

For taking your love

 

You realize my wishes

 

Catch my falling tears

 

I could cry in your arms

 

I wish that you will never let me go

 

In this illusion

 

Because I’d rather be lost

 

In a dream

 

With you.

 

Real love betrays

 

But dreams pursue the stars

 

You are my dream.

 

Love,

 

Ashra

 

 

 

September 8, 2003

 

 

My darling Ashra,

 

 

I could not leave you if I tried

 

You have my heart in an embrace

 

That I cherish

 

If I am your dream then you are

 

The fulfillment of my every wish and hope

 

I wish, I could give you more

 

Than just words

 

Anything at all that you want from me

 

Is yours, just ask my love

 

I am yours until the sun fades

 

From the sky for the very

 

Last time.

 

My love always,

Ashra

 

 

 

 

 

2.

 

My dearest Ashra,

 

I accept anything of yourself you can give

 

Your words keep me sane throughout the day

 

For without your love I would lose

 

The will to live

 

I gave you my heart it is yours to play

 

Just  please, please tell me you love

 

Me if only once in a day

 

I am yours to do with what you will

 

My love and heart always,

 

Kieth

 

 

September 9 2003

 

To Kieth,

 

NO I would not play with your heart

 

For if you lose the will

 

Then I had lost mine

 

Please stay.  Please take care

 

I love you.

 

Ashra

 

 

 

 

Kieth, tell me please

 

How do I go on with my review

 

I find it difficult for there are many chores and I still need to do a lot of readings..

 

If I don’t make good in this

 

Sort of me being hopeless

 

Also, I don’t chat anymore

 

Though it’s fun.  Tired of the 2 month exploration.

 

 But it’s good then. I

 

got friends. 

 

I enjoyed it and I have learned a lot…

 

I live a simple life now but with a broken heart

 

I would welcome your suggestions

 

Thanks.

 

 

I fear tomorrow

 

Of sometime losing you

 

Or of sometime going away

 

Of sometime without you

 

How could I live then?

 

And if so

 

When I’m gone

 

My ashes

 

Scattered

 

In the wind –

 

will still embrace you.

 

 

Loneliness creeps

 

Like shadows in the night

 

When I think

 

Of

 

Our love

 

That would not be realized

 

I love you,

Ashra

 

 

To Ashra,

 

 

I miss your long emails.  I miss our chat

 

Have you forgotten me now?

 

Salem

 

Hi Salem,

 

I could not find you

 

Yes, my heart breaks a little more each day

 

I chat a little with someone

 

But I could not

 

It was you that I always thought of.

 

 

 

 

 

September 10, 2003

 

Dear Ashra,

 

You are in my thoughts everyday

 

No one can replace you

 

I am dying without you

 

 

Dear Kieth,

 

Please stay

 

I am missing you so much

 

Someone told me that you could be my fantasy

 

I said NO, I don’t fantasize

 

I have a dream

 

I don’t want anyone stealing my dreams.

 

You are my dream

 

Until the sun fades from the sky for the very last time

 

I would keep your heart

 

And give you my love – my all

 

Please take care darling

 

My love forever,

 

Ashra

 

 

 

Hi Ashra,

 

As for me – I want

 

to keep something

 

That I could not hold and own

 

Something that only the heart knows

 

And can understand

 

That which stays in life

 

But does not end in death

 

Someone I could keep

 

As a friend forever

 

This is sacred.

 

Passionately,

Salem

 

 

 

TO Salem,

 

I could not count

 

The times I think of you

 

Asking

 

Why you came into my life

 

Searching for the answers

 

To my questions

 

The whys of you

 

The whys

 

I could not ask you

 

Not even beg

 

Only remain

 

To be what you like

 

So I could stay

 

With you

 

 And be your friend

 

In the withering corners

 

Of

 

My heart.

 

Ashra

 

 

September 10, 2003

 

My Dearest Ashra

 

You are the one reason of my existence

 

I was put on this earth for just one reason, to love you

 

 

My love now and forever,

 

Kieth

 

    2.Dearest Ashra,

 

I am currently working nights so it

 

Is difficult to get on line for

 

Any length of time.

 

3.    My dearest Ashra,

 

My love is yours, my soul is yours

 

You cannot lose someone who is your soulmate

 

I am yours forever

 

My love always,

 

Kieth

 

 

 

My Darling Ashra,

 

My love knows no bounds

 

Even if we do not talk, my heart is in your hands

 

My thoughts are full of you

 

My dreams are of you alone

 

My love is for you only

 

Kieth

 

 

Dearest Ashra,

 

I am yours and you are mine I think

 

Of you constantly

 

I yearn for your touch every waking moment

 

I need your love for without it there

 

Would be no point in my existance

 

My heart is yours,

 

Kieth

 

 

Dearest Darling Ashra,

 

YOU are my dream, my fantasy and my life

 

If only we could have met at an earlier time, I would have gladly

 

Devoted my

 

Mind body and soul just to

 

please you

 

I am here for you whenever

 

You need me

 

My heart as always is yours

 

Together with my love

 

Kieth

 

 

Dear Kieth,

 

 

I feel your warm embrace

 

I feel your gentleness

 

I feel your heart missing me

 

I feel you holding me

 

I feel your love till the sun fades

 

But I wont take your soul because it belongs to GOD alone

 

I’ ll take your love and your heart

 

 

Please stay

 

Ashra

 

 

My Dearest Ashra

 

I love you more than I could ever

 

Put in words

 

You must trust that my

 

Love is solely for you

 

I pray that you can feel my love

 

Everyday

 

Please love me for I could not exist without you

 

GOD, although all seeing and loving

 

Could not deny that my soul is yours He

 

Knows that you are the keeper of my hopes and dreams.

 

My heart belongs to you alone.

 

Kieth

 

 

TO Kieth

 

Our love conquers distance

 

The souls

 

Are entwined in the wind

 

Blown from heaven

 

Now I’m full of you

 

I exist

 

My heart throbs for you each day

 

Whispering your name, in

 

The depth of  silence

 

I keep every moment

 

Thinking of you and pray

 

Holding your heart

 

Never to part

 

Until I die

 

unto eternity

 

I shout your love

 

In the roaring thunder

 

I cry in the gentleness of your

 

Embrace

 

I bleed in the sweetness of it

 

Until I sleep in peace

 

And rest with you,

 

With you.

 

 

EXCELLENT!

 

More laters after Saturday

 

Email me more

 

I would not let you go

 

After you made me crazy

 

‘Miss you sweetie.

 

Salem

 

September 12, 2003

 

 

My Darling Ashra

 

I felt tears as I read your work

 

Your words touch me as no

 

Others ever have

 

I ache for you everyday, my body yearns for you

 

I exist only for you, if you

 

Discarded me, I would have

 

No reason for my being here

 

My love always and forever

 

Kieth

 

My Dear Kieth,

 

I’m glad you liked my scribble and that you felt tears because as I was writing, it was

 

 really painful for me to grapple for the right words.  You are my inspiration.  I could not

 

have thought of the crying, the embrace, and my bleeding had I not thought of your

 

gentleness with me.  The soul can never lie.  I could not lie in what I said

 

Please write and tell me again

 

You love me

 

Thank you for yourself

 

Now I believe in soulmates

 

I love you,

 

Ashra

 

ALL THE WAY, my poems are for you:

 

In the darkness of  the night I feel you

 

Illuminating my heart

 

Your hands gently wipe away

 

The tears on my face

 

Like soft clouds touching

 

Icebergs

 

I feel you holding me

 

Keeping a rose on the altar offering a prayer

 

I feel you

 

Kissing me, my soul

 

Weaving remnants

 

 Ripped

 

My last breath is sealed with your gentle kiss.

 

 

Time and time

 

I look for a friend

 

 Breaking in  the warm

 

Joy gushing

 

Skipping waves

 

To the silent shores

 

I drown in the tranquility of your heart

 

In the silent throbs of your breath

 

Ashra

 

 

Dearest Ashra,

 

My love is yours until time ends the sun rises no more and man has vanished from the earth.

 

I will always love you,

Kieth

 

 

Dearest Kieth,

 

I could not attain peace

 

If I could not write you

 

Everyday I am missing you

 

And would like to embrace you

 

Rest in your arms.

 

I would like to kiss you

 

Feel your breath

 

In mine

 

My every heartbeat

 

Would not let you go

 

Death is the only reason

 

That would stop me from writing you

 

But my love stays with you until eternity

 

I could be anything for you

 

Because I love you so much

 

Please don’t stop loving me

 

Keep me until time ends

 

The sun rises no more

 

And man has vanished from the earth.

 

Ashra

 

 

 

The friend I’ve always wanted?

 

No one equals the great you

 

I would not lose you

 

I’m ready to stand by you

 

And pick the stars for you.

 

Happy birthday Salem!

 

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September 15, 2003

 

I have been wondering why you don’t write me

 

Are you sick?

 

Are you busy?

 

Is there something wrong?

 

Did you receive my emails?

 

I am so lonely thinking you might have forgotten  me

 

Ashra

 

September 17, 2003

 

My Dear Ashra,

 

I could never forget you

 

You keep my heart beating, my very existence depends on you

 

You are the air I breathe

 

My love cannot fade

 

I love and adore you

 

My heart is always yours.

 

My Darling Ashra,

 

I miss you more than I could ever express in words

 

My love is yours.

 

I could never be angry with you

 

I write trying to answer each mailing I get from you

 

You are not disturbing me,

 

How could the woman I adore be troublesome

 

I too would like to meet again on line

 

To talk, exchange our deepest thoughts

 

Desires

 

The picture I sent was the only one I have in my PC… my webcam is playing up. 

 

I will

 

have to get another or borrow one for now.

 

I would love to see your pretty face because it breaks my heart – when

 

We keep missing

 

Each

 

Other

 

You are my reason for living,

Kieth

 

 

 

Take care and kisses for you

 

Love,

 

Salem

 

Be safe.

 

Love,

 

Ashra

 

 

My Dearest Ashra,

 

I received your picture this morning

 

I thought I had seen an angel

 

You are beautiful than I could ever hope to deserve

 

My heart, soul, and body are yours

 

My love always

 

Kieth

 

 

My Dear Ashra,

 

I do not know what you like me for so much. 

 

You have humbled me. 

 

All my life no one has expressed to me the way you have. 

 

You are a very nice person, a very nice looking gal.

 

Reading your messages and watching you look two different things, you look so

 

quiet and there is so much inside you to be explored. 

 

I don’t know where to begin from. 

 

I am glad to have you a s great friend. 

 

It was pleasant reading all about yourself. 

 

Trust me what you disclose to me is not going to go

 

anywhere and its going to remain just with me.

 

I have never eloped with any girl outside of my

 

married life and now I am here with you

 

talking everything. Lol.  This is crazy but at the same time

 

I have a feeling of teen…

 

I shall never call on your landline phone but

 

I shall try to call you on your mobile. 

 

I am not sure but I shall call you,  that’s a promise. 

 

I am at work now and I will be here

 

even tomorrow.  If I am online I shall leave a message for you.

 

Take care, luv yah,

 

Salem

 

 

You paint my fairest imagination

 

Of love in autumn

 

 

September 22, 2003

 

For Salem,

 

You are in my thoughts everyday

 

I could not deny the feeling

 

Of missing you always

 

Thinking about our exchange of ideas

 

Is far beyond any other conversation

 

And though we are oceans apart

 

The separation from one another further extends the

 

Possession of life,

 

The distance of place renders the conjunction

 

Of our wills

 

Life is a process of continuous desires

 

The agony of struggles break the heart

 

Yet each and everyday that we triumph

 

Is an increase in virtue

 

And love

 

I could not question my existence for you

 

About yesterday, nor about tomorrow

 

 I love you so much today and  promise

 

To keep it until the end of time.

 

 

Yes, I thought about most of the things we talked about and how much I love and yearn

 

for you of making you happy

 

But I’m sorry

 

I think I could not be like the others

 

Because love is being content of the things that are not only seen

 

But unseen

 

I think that I am not that sexy, otherwise I might have no reservations

 

Also, respect for myself is all I got

 

Perhaps if you are here maybe, or perhaps only in words

 

because words seep in the

 

thoughts…

 

If you still like me as I am, continue to write me

 

If you don’t, I shall presume you discarded me

 

I thank you for all your goodness

 

And the moments of inspiration

 

I am keeping you in my heart

 

If you stay, then I got a man

 

If you don’t, I’ve lost a friend that I’ve loved so much

 

Yours,

 

Ashra

 

 

To Kieth,

 

The best and the worst come to people

 

The fear of losing is a nightmare

 

Questions replies to quest for truth and lies

 

Breaking walls of sanity

 

I could not understand life sometimes

 

I could not unearth what it means

 

What remains vivid to me now is you

 

To cast away dark memories

 

And unkind shadows of life

 

Please tell me how do I get to know my cause

 

I am so troubled

 

I hope you are not playing games

 

Because it is in you that I find my peace

 

Yes I give you my heart, my life, and my soul

 

Cover me with your warmth

 

Kiss me with your breath

 

Embrace me in your arms

 

And let me sleep

 

Keep me

 

In your most gentle embrace

 

And kiss me like no other

 

Had kissed me

 

Melt my heart in your passion

 

And make me cry to flood the earth

 

Let me bleed in your tenderness

 

The hymn of the gentle breeze

 

I gasp for your every breath

 

So I could live

 

I am the other half of you

 

We breathe life together

 

All of me is yours

 

All of you is mine

 

We breathe life together

 

The throbbing heart its every breath

 

The flooding blood its every drop

 

We breathe life together

 

In GODs sanctuary of love.

 

All my love,

Ashra

 

 

September 22, 2003

 

Dearest Ashra

 

I could never chain you to my heart

 

That would mean that you would

 

Forever

 

Be a prisoner to my love

 

I want willingly, you give your love to me

 

Your embrace is my wish

 

Your touch is my dream

 

Your love my salvation

 

All my love,

 

Kieth

 

Dear Kieth

 

Just to let you know that I miss you so much

 

How could I ever forget the other half of my soul

 

I send you messages every now and then

 

Try to keep it in my memory

 

I love you more than I could love

 

The thought of you makes me feel so special

 

My Ashra,

 

I would willingly take you as my wife

 

You are my dream, my life

 

My heart is yours to have forever

 

My very existence is solely to serve you

 

And give you love

 

Always,

Kieth

 

 

 

My Darling

 

You are constantly in my thoughts and dreams

 

If you want me to want you then want you I do

 

If you are mine then that is enough for me

 

Yes, I love you. Yes, you are my life

 

Yes I would have you forever in my arms

 

I could not break your marriage vows

 

They are sacred

 

I love you

 

You are in my heart always

 

Love,

 

Kieth

 

 

Dear Kieth

 

 I could not hide my awe in your poetry

 

I adore you

 

I seldom meet the words adore, devotion, salvation,

 

only, all, you alone, very last time,

 

among others.

 

The breathing pattern of your rhythm

 

Is so sweet and in synchronicity with the beating of every heartbeat

 

It is so real

 

 

May I know your birthday?

 

Love,

 

Ashra

 

 

My Darling Ashra,

 

My thoughts hold nothing but you

 

My heart is filled with nothing but you

 

If we can be wed even if only in our

 

Thoughts then my darling we can be

 

More

 

Than lovers

 

My heart and my soul are yours,

 

Kieth

 

 

My Kieth,

 

Wowwww….your scribble is great!

 

Yes, I love and adore you too

 

Tell me I’m the other half of your soul

 

Please

 

If I’m not, I would have not known my purpose for living

 

If I’m not, I’d rather wither and die

 

If I’m not, my soul would be incomplete

 

I love and adore you,

 

Ashra

 

 

Ashra

 

My scribble is just drivel compared to your words

 

I both love and

 

Adore

 

You

 

You are my soulmate, my half without

 

Which I could not exist

 

I love you,

 

Kieth

 

 

September 23, 2003

 

Kieth,

 

I have never been loved as much as you love me,

 

Never been loved

 

I have never been adored as much as you adore me,

 

Never been adored

 

I have never got a love so devoted

 

No love for me ;

 

You are my dream

 

You are my life

 

It is you that I live for.

 

Ashra

 

 

My Gorgeous Ashra,

 

If we are to be wed, even in our thoughts,

 

We must decide where to live

 

My wish is only to be with you.

 

My love,

 

Kieth

 

 

My sweetest of all loves

 

Your words are so sweet

 

You move me to the very depths of my soul

 

I do not deserve such love

 

Yet I gladly accept you as my wife,

 

If only in my dreams, for had

 

We

 

Met at

 

An earlier time I would surely have found

 

You and made you my own

 

I long for your touch

 

I yearn for you kisses

 

I ache for you each and everyday

 

You are my life and love

 

 

My bday is on the 30th of April

 

I am a hospital staff in UK

 

 

Kieth,

 

I love you so much

 

In life and death

 

Promise me your love is only for me

 

I would do anything as you please to make you happy

 

You take care and stay handsome for me darling

 

I love you alone

 

Ashra

 

 

My Wonderful Ashra

 

We must live somewhere that means

 

An equidistant place between our

 

Present lands

 

Where we can live in the shelter of our love

 

Where we can make love as the sun

 

Slides slowly out of the sky

 

Sleep while the stars watch over us

 

And wake to make love with the

 

Rising sun

 

(my dream and my fantasy)

 

 

Kieth,

 

Get a house now where we could live

 

Please?

 

So we could be together even in thoughts

 

Your decision is my decision

 

I am excited where you will take me

 

I am not afraid

 

Because you are one with me

 

I give you my heart, my life, my all.

 

 

Can we have a house in America?

 

So it could be more realistic for you and me – where

 

Perhaps sometime we could really be together

 

Where we can never part

 

And together often, we’ll always be.

 

Where I could not function without you

 

And you without me

 

The two of us bonded together

 

Me only for you

 

And you only for me.

 

Ashra

 

 

September 26, 2003

 

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Dear Kieth

 

It makes me so sad, that you

 

Who are far away

 

Can make me happy even in thoughts

 

Yes, GOD has his reasons

 

Ways

 

To balance life with joy and sorrow

 

You who are the keeper of my soul

 

Make

 

Me understand about life

 

You make my dreams come true

 

This is a miracle of love.

 

 

 

My Ashra

 

My writing talents pale beside your words

 

I have no great talent, but you are a wordsmith

 

Forging your thoughts into words, hammering

 

The words with your feelings

 

Like a blacksmith would produce

 

A sword or plough

 

A work of art which is produced only

 

By those with a gift

 

My words are yours, my heart is yours and

 

My thoughts are only of you

 

Maybe we are a little Romeo and Juliet,

 

I hope without the tragedy

 

If in any way I inspire you

 

Then my heart is gladdened

 

You my loved one are my reason for being

 

I am and always will be yours, if

 

You would have me.

 

Kieth

 

 

I dream about the galaxy

 

And about the mountains

 

I dream of all the things that could be

 

As long as I am with you

 

I dream of not leaving your side

 

Not a blink of my eye will lose sight of you

 

I would not want anything more

 

but you

 

We would live in a shelter of our love

 

And make love

 

As the sun slides slowly out of the sky

 

In your cherished embrace

 

While the stars watch over us

 

Then, we would make love again

 

With the rising sun

 

Your embrace is my wish

 

Your embrace is my peace

 

In your arms I could die

 

I love you forever,

 

Ashra

 

 

September 25, 2003

 

 

My writing talents pale beside your words

 

I have no great talent, but you are a wordsmith

 

Forging your thoughts into words, hammering

 

The words with your feelings

 

Like a blacksmith would produce

 

A sword or plough

 

A work of art which is produced only

 

By those with a gift

 

My words are yours, my heart is yours and

 

My thoughts are only of you

 

Maybe we are a little Romeo and Juliet,

 

I hope without the tragedy

 

If in any way I inspire you

 

Then my heart is gladdened

 

You my loved one are my reason for being

 

I am and always will be yours, if

 

You would have me.

 

Kieth

 

 

I dream about the galaxy

 

And about the mountains

 

I dream of all the things that could be

 

As long as I am with you

 

I dream of not leaving your side

 

Not a blink of my eye

 

I would not want anything more

 

Nothing but you

 

We would live in a shelter of our love

 

And make love

 

As the sun slides slowly out of the sky

 

In your cherished embrace

 

While the stars watch over us

 

Then, peacefully we would make love again

 

With the rising sun

 

Your embrace is my wish

 

Your embrace is my peace

 

In your arms I could die

 

I love you forever,

Ashra

 

 

September 25, 2003

 

My Beautiful Ashra,

 

I want you so much, may I ask to address you as my wife

 

You are everything to me, my love is for you and you alone

 

I wish that someday I would be allowed

 

To touch your flawless skin

 

And hold you in my arms

 

All my love always

 

 

My whole life would be devoted to your pleasure

 

I would never make you cry

 

You will only ever see and hear smiles and laughter

 

And only ever experience joy

 

These are my wishes for you my love

 

I love you and you alone,

 

Kieth

 

 

My Husband Kieth,

 

Yes, you could touch me now

 

Touch my skin and feel every breath of my pore

 

See the marks of time

 

The beauty of my youth

 

The creases of my wisdom

 

Feel the fragrance and sweat of who I am

 

Kiss me with your breath

 

I want your every breath

 

Every beating of your heart

 

The gentleness of your love

 

Which had been a dream to me

 

A gift of your love

 

Touch me, yes touch me now

 

I am adored by your touch

 

Like a goddess

 

Who becomes a mortal in the name of love

 

To kneel to you

 

And become your slave

 

I kiss your feet.

 

My love forever,

Ashra

 

September 26, 2003

 

Wished you were here

 

In the lament of my writing process

 

Together we could

 

Make up a fantasy

 

You who are my inspiration

 

Offer me every word to write

 

A bliss in my life

 

To cover my strife

 

I am nothing without you

 

My wish other than our writing

 

Would be to see each other sometime

 

As husband and wife

 

And while we go on

 

Our souls could never be parted

 

By distance.  Together we are

 

Keeping promises

 

Keeping thoughts

 

Keeping each others breath

 

2.    I am your wife

 

My thoughts are only of you

 

Naïve, fresh from the falls of Eden, this is my resurrection

 

I pray that you would love only me

 

Because you are mine now

 

If by chance there is another love

 

Then I would go, or perhaps stay again if you asked

 

To keep our covenant

 

If I get jealous my heart would sink

 

Into the deep

 

Form a boulder

 

Standing on seas

 

I could never be moved then

 

My grief would turn the sea red.

 

I am your wife

 

Love me as no one had ever loved me

 

Wind my heart

 

It is beating your name

 

Thanking GOD  time you came

 

I am tired

 

Let me lie beside you now, my husband

 

Press your lips unto mine

 

Let me sleep in your most cherished embrace

 

Let me touch you

 

I desire you.

 

 

There is only one Salem,

 

I love you

 

 

September 23 2003

 

My Darling Wife

 

I am currently working three night shifts

 

So we might miss each other

 

For a

 

Short while

 

I will try and get on line to answer

 

Your mails but if I don’t please

 

Do not

 

Get angry or sad

 

I both love and adore you

 

 

My Darling Wife,

 

My love one, I adore you and hope that

 

Any union between us can be a

 

Partnership

 

My love heart and soul are yours to do with

 

As you please

 

I ache for you each day

 

I am your devoted husband

 

 

Your words move me as no others have

 

I want to desire you even from afar

 

My love does not diminish

 

Even though it is just in dreams

 

I need you more each day

 

My love as always is yours

 

My wife whom I adore

 

My wish is to be one with you

 

Your are to me is one of the most beautiful woman on earth

 

I ask nothing more than to be loved by you

 

I am your servant and your lover to do with as you will

 

My love grows stronger everyday

 

 

September 27, 2003

 

My work as hospital officer is always hectic… always needed by people

 

People never

 

Stop being sick or injured

 

I have a Bachelor of Science degree which I obtained whilst working

 

I have never been polygamous, I am yours as long as you want me

 

Kieth

 

 

My Dearest Ashra,

 

What wonderful words, they seem to fall

 

From your pen

 

You have a talent which I could never equal

 

I carry your words in my heart

 

 

DH LAURENCE

 

ONE MUST LEARN TO LOVE,

AND GO THROUGH A GOOD DEAL OF SUFFERING TO GET TO IT

AND THE JOURNEY IS ALWAYS TOWARDS THE OTHER SOUL

 

 

September 29, 2003

 

I tried to check my emails tonight.  I was so surprised that I got mails from you so soon.  I was trying to catch you if you were online.  But maybe you just did the mails.  I am missing you my darling. Il will be waiting and sending you mail while you’re away.

 

I know you are not polygamous…LOL.  You make me believe that.  LOL. Just be safe .

 

Thank you for your care. I could go nutsss, feeling you really are my husband.  Maybe I’m crazy —  to die for you.

 

Love,

Ashra

 

 

I am happy that you worked your way towards your dreams and goals in life

And study whilst you work….wow that’s great of you.  You must be a real genius!

 

 

 

 

My Ashra

 

I have one wife …. You

 

My love always,

Kieth

 

 

 

 

 My Darling Ashra

 

I both want and need you

 

I ache  for you touch, your words

 

And your love

 

I am yours forever

 

My love as always,

 

Kieth

 

 

Dear Kieth

 

My body yearns for you

 

I am missing you so much

 

I love you

 

Kisses,

Ashra

 

 

My Wife,

 

Please, please do not cry

 

I could not bear it if I was the cause of

 

Your tears

 

My heart and soul belongs to you

 

September 29, 2003

 

Salem,

 

You could never be forgotten

 

You were always there for me

 

 

Your Bestfriend,

Ashra

 

                                                                                                                          

 

 

September 29 Monday

 

My Dear Wife

 

When I heard your voice it was as if angels were talking to me

 

I thought nothing could compare to your picture, your beauty is breathtaking

 

But your voice so pure and full of life moved me

 

I love you so much.

 

My Husband

 

I got so excited to hear your voice

 

I missed you, too

 

Yes you are my life and my reason for living

 

My heart is yours

 

My thoughts are yours

 

My soul is for you to keep

 

I could cry in happiness

 

I yearn for your embrace

 

I love you, my husband.

 

 

 

My Darling Ashra,

 

When I heard your voice I was lost for words

 

I have never been so happy

 

Please be mine and think my name

 

Let your love be for me

 

 

You are my sole thought through night and day

 

I would love to see you, I know in real life it would be impossible

 

But…

 

I love you so much and I need you

 

More than ever.

 

My Love,

 

If I could turn back time to a day before

 

I would take you to be mine alone

 

 

My Darling Kieth,

 

May I ask for your address/location in UK if possible?

 

I am trying to review my geography.  Wished it were me, so I could see the castles and get to go where you are –

 

Sometime maybe if there will be a miracle

 

I am praying sometime we could be in one place and be together for real

 

I am serious

 

Take care,

Ashra

 

My Darling,

 

I live near to a place called Middlesbrough.

 

Or should I say halfway between Middlesbrough and Whitby

 

Whitby is the initial setting for the story by Bram Stoker,  “Dracula.”

 

We have castles, ancient priories and scenery to die for…

 

the weather on the

 

North Yorkshire Moors this time of year

 

Has the most wonderful shade

 

Of

 

Purple

 

If we could be in the same place for real at some point, I am sure

 

That I would get us arrested

 

I would not be able to keep myself in control, I

 

Would be unable to stop myself making love to you where we were.

 

I love you my darling.

 

My Husband,

 

Please think of me when you are in bed and asleep

 

Please think of me when you are awake

 

I want you and need you so badly

 

My heart aches

 

My love one, please take care.

 

Thank you for making me your own

 

Find union with your thoughts

 

I want to grow old with you

 

Take care of you

 

Age gracefully in your love

 

You are the other half of my soul.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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On November 26, that same year Kieth and Ashra got wed in Sacred Heart Parish, Scotland.  The honeymoon was spent in the Philippines.  And then, they traveled to different parts of the world.  Ashra died of heart failure and left Kieth with no son or daughter.  After Ashra’s death, Kieth had his acres of farm planted with beautiful flowers and named the  farm Lady Ashra Fields.

 

 

The End

 

Copyright rose flores – martinez 2009

Author:  Ma. Rosalinda Flores – Martinez

Philippines

 

Contact: rose__voc@yahoo.com.ph

Or rfvietnamrose9@gmail.com

 

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